…”they’re hard as rocks”
I had my second fill yesterday. This time felt significantly more…. *tight*. Definitely more uncomfortable than my first one. And I cringe a little knowing I have to do this a few more times, AND carry these rock hard sacks of saline for another two months on top of all of this before I get the final implants.
I am not going to sugar coat this: THIS IS NOT FUN. I had a moment where I felt that if I hadn’t started the expansion part already? I don’t think I would have gone the reconstruction part…. I would have chosen to stay flat. But I am past that (I’m sure only until the next fill). I am just mentally and physically worn out from this, that’s all. It’s almost constant discomfort, and I still don’t have full range of motion yet… which I KNOW takes time, I’m just not very patient with myself I guess.